The Lowest Point of Life

This morning, I asked to my friends via Group WhatsApp Messenger, I asked them about life.

“Guys?  Have you ever felt or moderate experiencing the lowest point in life?
“Yes, I’m”
“I feel it also, in the lowest point”
“Yeah, me too”

Then I stop to ask them and thinking for a while, all this time I felt just me who had a problem and felt stuck in the lowest point of life, but when I looked around, I saw many people had a problem and it’s hard to walked away. Their foot felt so heavy to moved. Their shoulders looked heavier than usual, as much of the burden borned. Their eyes looked more wistful than before, like a lot of the night they spent to stayed awake. And I saw them still have smile to share, till no everyone know what happen in their life, how broken their heart, how difficult to still show good condition, but they’re not.

I learn from you guys, how can you be patient and still struggle? How can you give smile but your mouth want to scream? How can your eyes still sparkle but you want to cry loudly? I'm so shy with myself, I had too much to complain. But I’ve never strive to pray more diligent, so how can Allah give me more if I never say thankful to Him who was given me everything free?

I’ve ever read note from someone who I’ve never meet before. But she’s very inspiring me to keep fighting in life. She ever write about “Grateful”, she write in her note by verse of Al-Qur’an. In Surah Al-Ibrahim ayah 7, Allah just Ask us to be grateful just for a little bit, He does not ask a lot. To whom we should be grateful? In this ayah, He Does not mention Himself, so basically we could be grateful to our parents, our children, our friends, the company that give us job, just to anything, and He will increase us in favor. In this ayah, Allah also use word “I” to describe Himself, in which He Does not use the word “I” a lot, He usually Use the word “We”, but in this ayah Allah Use the word “I” to stress the importance of this matter Allah is talking about. (quoted from Isnidalimunthe). And it's very slap me to aware that I must say many thanks to Allah, and always doing something benefit, even it's just a little things.

At least, we need to be patient and must be grateful. God give us problem to teach us something, we can take a lesson from it. Frankly speaking, I won’t to be wise here, coz I know it’s hard, also hurt. I almost desperate, hopeless, but you know what? Allah knows better, even I dunno what He wants to do with my life. I feel suck, screwed. I dunno how I can afford to pass it all. But, slow but sure... I’m focus to what I can to do, for help my parents, whatever about. Coz when we’re stuck in the lowest point of life, maybe together to passing difficulty is the best solution. Don’t forget to smile, and when you was pass this time, you’ll be thankful for yourself that was being amazing.

Kediri, 2nd of Sept 2015